So Touched

20 minutes after the above

~Belle~ says:
I 'm not a bad person right?
~Belle~ says:
Am I?
~Belle~ says:
I didn't do anything!
YOE(Your Other Ex) says:
No Ja...not at all...you pms-ing?

~Belle~ says:
No, I'm not any more, so tell me the truth!

~Belle~ says:
I'm sure there are lots of girls with KNS as well!

YOE says:
Okay, well in my book, the Aja Ng Syndrome is,
well,we were together what, 10 months?
And we were what, 17?
I know it logically doesn't make much sense,
but you've played a huge part in
making me who I am today...

~Belle~ says:
A good part or a bad part?

YOE says:
Thats what G(ex no.1, up there) and I were talking about,
how you've shaped our lives in such a crazy way...
Good ja, good...

~Belle~ says:
How could I have shaped yours? G yeah, I understand,
but you?

YOE says:
And to be honest, I did tell G I was looking for another Aja,
and I think he agreed...

~Belle~ says:
I think I need a ciggarette, but I don't smoke (=

YOE says:
I am as hopeless a romantic as I am today because of you.

~Belle~ says:
You 're nuts

YOE says:
Good on you babe!
I know its hard not to, but its worth it!

YOE says:
Oh, I'm nuts huh?

~Belle~ says:
Its not hard la, the other day I went to a bar alone,
but I thought about it and I was like 'naaahhhhhh'

~Belle~ says:
Yeah, I thought ANS was bad thing

~Belle~ says:
How come you and G talk about shit like that one

YOE says:
Yeah, ANS can be a bitch...you know,
I'm not one to compare,
but I've met girls who are perfect on paper,
but I never felt the way I did with them
as I did with you.

M would be the prime example, 4 years.
I was still looking for a girl I could hold hands with,
lying on a catamaran,
looking at the stars, waiting for sunrise...

YOE says:
You there?

~Belle~ says:
Yeah, I'm listening

YOE says:
Sorry if i'm freaking you out,
been wanting to say all this to you,
but I suppose there never is a right time...

~Belle~ says:
I'm feeling strangely flattered and strangely nauseated.
Jesus, how come you never told me?

YOE says:
Why should I tell you?

~Belle~ says:
But i dont think G's version of ANS
is the same as yours though

YOE says:
It affects different people differently

~Belle~ says:
Well if its not a bad thing its always good to know,
actually either way, its good to know

YOE says:
We came to the conclusion that you're special,
and there will only be one AN,
and I feel lucky we had whatever time we had
...thats it...

~Belle~ says:
So I've shaped you into a romantic?

~Belle~ says:
Kanneh at least I made G chase his dreams

YOE says:
Fucking hopelessly romantic...
I've got my head so high up in the clouds
it might as well be up my arse, haha.

~Belle~ says:
Kanneh you were romantic without me la

YOE says:
Ja, I need you to know that my opening up
was just that,
I've come to terms with a lot in the last year,
and I don't want you to worry(or get nauseaus)
about it, I'm doing well here...

YOE says:
Just wanted you to know that, well,
you're special to me, period...
you do know what I'm trying to say right?

~Belle~ says:
I know you're doing well,
you will always find your way,
and I meant nauseaus not like 'ewwww' ,
it was nauseaus like
'how could I not know, and oh i'm so overwhelmed'
kinda nauseaus (=

~Belle~ says:
And yes, I love you too.

YOE says:
Yes Ja, I'm glad our love has changed/grown into this,
and not that I wanna
stick my tongue down your throat, k?
though...women do find it hard keeping
their paws off me...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

~Belle~ says:
So now, I'm touched. Extremely so.
I guess that sneaking into the hospitals
paid off eh?

YOE says:
Some things don't change huh?

~Belle~ says:
I think ANS is going global!
as is KNS!

YOE says:
YEAH!!!!
KNS...HAHAHAHA....

~Belle~ says:
KaNaSai?

YOE says:
CIBAI

~Belle~ says:
kanasai!

YOE says:
We will be okay right?

~Belle~ says:
We will.
Its really great to see how we've all grown.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
YOE met a girl who makes him happy,
(thank you Lisa, he's a keeper)
G met a girl who makes him happy too
(I might lend him a few wedding
songs okay?)
And me, I'm floating along, ecstatically as well.

They are exes for a reason yes,
if you had asked me 5 years ago to predict
how we would all turn out,
it wouldn't have been like this.

But I'm glad how we all turned out,
we all found our paths in life
and though at other ends of the globe,
we still touch each other's lifes
albeit not the way we once did,
but in a subtler,more permanent manner
when the relationships unravelled
it took us awhile to
discover that underneath it all
was a stronger base
one solid as rock, called friendship.

Yes, some things never change,
but some, change for the better.