Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Sucky Ducky

Doggone it!
I temporarily forgot me blogger password and user name(haha how hard could that be) and had to try about 10 different things before BINGO!
Got in!
So here I am a tap-tap-tap-tapping...

Sigh...I vant to go home! Why is it that I am always in the office alone?My wacky colleague/close friend G has gone off to the city of cats for the week (damn you!) and left me to rot here...she's stuck out there in the jungle somewhere:I hope youre getting bitten by lots of mozzies or terrified of snakes and just wishin you were here with me! SO anyway the boss has gone out, others left early, and that just leaves ME!

The bad news(good?) is that Gerald and I broke up. I know what you're saying 'AGAIN?' but this is for the final time: Final. I guess we just grew in different directions and started to see a different future, what with me getting a job and etc. The hardest thing is leaving your home of 3 years. Don't even speak to me about Jonson if you see me, I swear I will break down.

Insomnia has set it, you know me, I can't sleep out of my own bed or home, so its gonna be a slow, hard road getting comfortable somewhere again. Then there's the question of where to stay?I have a place tentatively but don't mean to stay long. I need my privacy and space, the ability to come and go as and when I please without ppl looking at me with a dissaproving glance or fawning over me the minute i get home (i.e. Parents).

Another thing is that I left my laptop with him (he bought it) so of course I will be blogging even less frequently. What sucks is the fact that all my work files were all in the laptop and so I have to start from scratch. All the pictures too.sigh.....some would say it wasn't the most amicable of all partings. Oh well, isn't it always?

Its really sad that in a relationship where two people were so close that they could say anything to each other, now don't even bother because they've drifted so far apart that the other person wouldn't understand.

5 minutes before I can leave!

Well I might go off to KL this weekend to see the girls, its high-time for a reunion. I miss them so so so much. I love it when its just us, doing our thing, talking our talk and laughing buckets. But then again this weekend isn't exactly feasible because I have to go back there next week for the Sting concert. Am taking me mother and she had better be excited.I love sting. His voice is so sexy, deep, soulful. To see him live was one of my 'must-do-before-I -die' things. Hurrah!

I started a food blog but now that I will no longer have my own kitchen and utensils I doubt I will be cooking or posting much. Damn. You know how therapeutic cooking is for me. I was just polishing up my baking skills too.

2 minutes.

Nina's wedding was last Saturday, I must say she is completely stunning. She looked magnificent, luminescent glow on her face and 5 inch platforms (harhar). But what a beautiful wedding. The only ugly part? The bridesmaids lunging fo the bouquet, looked like a rugby game.

Finally!Times up.

Toodles my noodles.